Washed in the Waves...

Northern California Beach
Originally uploaded by juzjc.

Never really thought i would be so immersed into the analogy of running in a hamster's wheel... Always thought i was in control, keeping things in check and managing my own life well... To be honest, it still hasn't sank in that fatherhood awaits in less than 2 months and the responsibility of raising the 'Gift from God' can be an awesome task.
768 Days of Married Life can seem like a long time but 2 years and a month plus may seem like just yesterday... Itz been a Life Changing experience for me & i believe i've changed like most of us have, moving along and sometimes living in our own world, minding our own business and not want to take heed to the happenings around.
The truth is... Time & Life goes on.
A few significant events happened since my last post:
1. Parents Day Celebration - Faith City Church.
2. Second Wedding Anniversary Celebration at the Proposal Spot - Swiss Garden Kuantan.
3. Farewell Dinner with a Couple who became Good Friends but have to say Goodbye because they are off to a new Adventure - Rahsia to Ngau Kee to Bon Ton.
4. Leo Club 10th Anniversary Dinner - Hot Choc Cafe.
5. Parents 30th Wedding Anniversary - My Home.
6. Nephew's 1st Birthday Party - Eastin Hotel.
7. Friends' Weddings - 1 from OCF & 1 from SAM Days at Taylor's.
All these happenings have One thing in common... most of these were happy occasions. The farewell can be viewed as a sad departure but nevertheless the big picture was a joyful and fulfilling Friendship although we'll be missing some people who are close to our hearts. Itz so easy for the cool happenings to cover the 'reality' of our lives... moments such as - driving home all alone - walking to your dark and empty room - lying on the bed staring into darkness... all these can be done without us even REFLECTING on how our day has been, how far we have moved on in life or even what kind of person we are now?!
For your quick reflection... while all this hype about planning for the Raya break is going on, we're into the final quarter of the year & honestly, how has the year 2005 been for you???
To sum it all up....... i'm currently at a stage of my life where i'm trying to consolidate & gather my thoughts to reflect on my life & plan on how to move forward from here. Well, I am pretty lost nowadays - just getting through the motions of daily living, meeting the expectations that others have set, behaving the proper way as some may be watching, trying to be yourself and yet thinking whether if there's someone you need to please or just plainly could not care less about what is happening around and just carry on with life.
"With great powers comes great responsibilities" - Ready or not... Fatherhood here i come, A Loving Husband i try my best to be, An Excellent Employee i strive to meet & most importantly... A Worthy Child of God I want to be!
~ Thanks for tuning in to this long channel-Keep this up i shall try ~